it was time to give up.
she told me i needed someone who's not an overachiever
she told me i needed someone who can calm me down when i panic
she told me i needed someone who can explain everything logically
she basically told me the one i need is not you.
she said people in your line of work tend to not talk much;
that i would tire myself out because you probably wouldn't be able to explain something to me
that the reason you're doing this is either:
1. there's someone else occupying your mind
2. you're just not that interested
that getting to know each other should be fun, not stressful
and i'm starting to believe her.
or maybe i shouldn't?