i fall too hard
too deep
too quick
and that's my weakness
you play it by ear
by letting it flow
by letting it go slow
and that's your power
you told me i'm a dominant
but whenever you're around
next to me
or in my head
or in my thoughts
i turn submissive
you told me you want to be 'my submissive guy'
but reality proves otherwise
i unknowingly give you the power
the power to control my mood even though you're far away
the power to make me smile whenever i see you reply; which comes in 5-6 hours interval
the power to turn me miserable whenever i see you're online; but don't reply
is it wrong to want to make you talk
is it wrong to want to know you better
is it wrong to try to understand what makes you live
because if it is
i'll stop
see, this is how fucked up i am
i hate not being able to do anything
i hate being powerless
i hate not being in control
and you're my catalyst.